I just don’t understand why the hell did I suddenly think about you in the english class this morning. Ms Lauren was playing hangman in the class, while my mind was full of you. Well, I admit it. I admit that I MISS YOU very very bloody much. I thought about you a whole day yesterday and dreamt about you last night. And in class, I stupidly scratched (as usual) his name on my table and wrote his initial on every page of mah book. Why stupid? Because I want you to know, but you doesn’t even be there. I just want you to know that I care for you and I still want you to care for me.
Since that ‘removal’ (yes, my previous post),we never get in touch anymore. However, I want! But how if you ignore me when I start to text you? Or the worse possibility, what INSULT are you (maybe) going to say if I send you a facebook wall first? I’m afraid that it will be more paining than what I have felt this time. Whereas you know I am already dying right now.
Well, I believe that you are not that bad. But who knows wether you have changed after our miscommunication recently?
All I can do now is hoping that you will text or call me someday and you come with logical reason why you try to avoid me.
Dear my adorable H. I know you won’t read this idiot writing.i don’t even think that you know my blogger url. I don’t expect anything. I just want you to care.
p.s.: for readers, sorry for this pathetic post. If you think this is just another useless, then ignore anyway. This is just my heart screaming.