This One Is Gaje

ah, saya berasa banyak dosa banget udah nelantarin ini blog dari jaman dahulu kala. abis, pas sekolah lagi sibuk-sibuknya dulu ga sempet ngeblog sama sekali sih. jadinya keterusan sampe sekarang.

dan ternyata vakum ngeblog itu berdampak sangat buruk bagi kelangsungan karir ngeblog anda!! dont try this at home! (?)

malesnya keterusan. trus pas mau insyaf dan kembali ke jalan blogger yang lurus (apasih) jadi ga ada ide dan ga tau mau nulis apa.

nah, engga enak kan? makanya saya juga jadi bingung nih mau posting apaan.

mmmmmmm.... (mikir ceritanya)

tau deh. buat sekarang mungkin belom ya. tapi, besok saya mau jemput nenek-kakek pulang haji!

see ya all later :)

Idul Adha

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Adha :)

Time To Move

Dear H,

I don't believe i will do this, but it won't be that good if i keep on waiting for you without a certainty. I have been holding on for 4 months with an innocent hope that you will realise I am ‘the’ girl and you come back to me. But I was being foolish. I actually just waiting for nothing by pretending that everything is going to return as it used to be, although I know it won’t.

So, I had thought for days, and I got my decision. I decide to get a big move. Yea, I mean I am moving on.

You should know it has an absolutely huge meaning for me. Is that an easy choice for anyone who loves someone so badly and they prefer to forget them than keep on loving them? But some people have to. I just don’t wanna waste my time just for useless stuffs.

Anyway, thank you for everything. You mean a lot for me. And you knew that.

Ah ya, one thing. Eventhough I have decided this, but anytime you make up your mind, I am always here.

Kamarku, November 16, 2010

8:37 pm